in the spotlight

if you're a foreigner in togo you automatically get the spotlight on you where ever you are. i had gotten used to getting stared at or talked to on the street in bigger cities, but its been a little challenging to get used to being in the spotlight all the time in village. it feels like i am either under surveillance or a form of entertainment for people. it doesnt bother me all the time, i try to put myself in their shoes and understand where theyre coming from, but there are some days when it really wears me out. being around other volunteers, their support, and sharing the experience with them is probably what's keeping me sane. at the end of the day, though, i really do love my village. theyre transitioning to my presence as much as i'm transitioning to living with them.